知道自己快死了是什么感觉

It feels... like all those beautiful pieces of life are flying around me and... I'm trying to catch them.

When my granddaughter fells asleep in my lap, I try to catch the feeling of her breathing against me. And when I make my son laugh, I try to catch the sound of him laughing. How it rolls up①from his chest. But the pieces are moving faster now,and I can't catch them all. I can feel them slipping②through my fingertips③. And soon when there used to be my granddaughter breathing and my son laughing, there will be... nothing.

——This Is Us

就好像生活中的美好瞬间，像碎片一样在我周围翻飞，而我在努力地去抓。

当我孙女靠在我的腿上熟睡时，我想努力抓住她的呼吸触碰在我身上的感觉。当我逗得我儿子发笑时，我想努力抓住他的笑声。记住他放声大笑的样子。但现在这些片段飞得越来越快，快得我难以抓住。我能感觉到它们正从我指尖溜走。存在我记忆中：孙女的呼吸和儿子的笑声很快就将消失了。

——《我们这一天》

① roll up 卷起；滚滚上升；到达；出现；积累成

② slip 英[slɪp] 美[slɪp] vi. 滑动；滑倒；犯错；失足；减退vt. 使滑动；滑过；摆脱；塞入；闪开 n. 滑，滑倒；片，纸片；错误；下跌；事故 adj. 滑动的；有活结的；活络的

③ fingertip ['fɪŋgətɪp] n. 指尖；指套